But I know that all of you still need me. That's why I am sure I will stay on to help you grow and be happy in your faith.
But I tell you that I am going to do what is best for you. That is why I am going away. The Holy Spirit cannot come to help you until I leave. But after I am gone, I will send the Spirit to you.
I don't know what to choose. I could keep on living and doing something useful.
It is a hard choice to make. I want to die and be with Christ, because that would be much better.