not despairing in myself, but having a great hope to escape the infirmity.
I haven’t abandoned my situation as hopeless but rather hold on to hope that I might recover from the illness.
Not distrusting my life, but having great hope to escape the sickness.
I have not given up hopes of getting well; in fact I am fully confident that I will recover.
not despairing of myself, but having great hope to escape from the sickness.
I think I will get well, and so I am not depressed about being sick.