But for your sakes it is more important that I should still remain in the body.
»Yet it is the truth that I am telling you–it is to your advantage that I go away. For unless I go away, the Advocate will not come to you; but if I go, I will send Him to you.«
But since to live means a longer stay on earth, that implies more labour for me–and not unsuccessful labour; and which I am to choose I cannot tell.
I am in a dilemma, my earnest desire being to depart and be with Christ, for that is far, far better.