I call to my servant, but he gives me no answer; I must myself plead with him.
and suddenly a great wind came across the desert, struck the four corners of the house, and it fell on the young people, and they are dead; I alone have escaped to tell you.”
the guests in my house have forgotten me; my female servants count me as a stranger; I have become an alien in their eyes.
My breath is repulsive to my wife; I am loathsome to my own family.