“If I speak, my pain is not assuaged, and if I refrain, how much of it leaves me?
“I loathe my life; I will give free utterance to my complaint; I will speak in the bitterness of my soul.
I could encourage you with my mouth, and the solace of my lips would assuage your pain.
If I say, ‘I will forget my complaint; I will put off my sad countenance and be of good cheer,’
I become afraid of all my suffering, for I know you will not hold me innocent.