“But if I speak, my pain is not relieved, and if I refrain from speaking – how much of it goes away?
“I am weary of my life; I will complain without restraint; I will speak in the bitterness of my soul.
But I would strengthen you with my words; comfort from my lips would bring you relief.
If I say, ‘I will forget my complaint, I will change my expression and be cheerful,’
I dread all my sufferings, for I know that you do not hold me blameless.