“Even if I speak, my pain is not less, and if I don’t speak, it still does not go away.
“I hate my life, so I will complain without holding back; I will speak because I am so unhappy.
But, instead, I would encourage you, and my words would bring you relief.
Even though I say, ‘I will forget my complaint; I will change the look on my face and smile,’
I still dread all my suffering. I know you will hold me guilty.