For the goodthat I want,I do not do,but I practicethe veryevilthat I do not want.
Constantly,nightand day,he was screamingamongthe tombsand in the mountains,and gashinghimselfwith stones.
For whatI am doing,I do not understand;for I am not practicingwhatI [would] liketo [do], but I am doingthe verythingI hate.