Even today my complaint is bitter; my hand is heavy over my groaning.
My soul loathes my life; I will leave my complaint on myself; I will speak in the bitterness of my soul.
and would tell you the secrets of wisdom, that there is a doubling for counsel? Know then that God forgets some of your iniquity for you.
And Job answered and said:
Oh that I knew and I could find Him, I would come into His seat;
For he adds transgression to his sin; he claps his hands among us, and multiplies his words against God.
Also, I will not restrain my mouth; I will speak in the distress of my spirit; I will complain in the bitterness of my soul.
For by day and by night Your hand was heavy on me; my sap was turned into the droughts of summer. Selah.
He sits alone and is silent, for He laid it on him.
Son of man, behold, I am taking from you the desire of your eyes with a stroke. Yet you shall not wail nor weep, and your tears shall not come.