“Nothing I say makes my pain go away.\par But keeping quiet doesn’t help either!\par
I hate my own life.\par So I will complain freely.\par My soul is very bitter,\par so now I will speak.\par
But I could encourage you\par and give you hope\par with the things I say.\par
“If I say,\par ‘I won’t complain.\par I will forget my pain,\par I will put a smile on my face.’\par
It doesn’t really change anything.\par The suffering still scares me!\par